Today, I bought myself a Victoria's Secret bathing suit!
(This photo is the new swimsuit, mine will be black. Unfortunately, NOT ME modeling it.)
A few months ago I went to the store determined to buy myself a bikini. I wouldn't wear it of course- nobody would want to see that! But I would hang it up as reinforcement. Motivation.
When I got to the store I chickened out. I decided I couldn't bring myself to buying something I might never wear. So I bought a plate instead, go figure. A small divided plate that I used to trick myself into eating smaller portions.
Needless to say now that I have lost 20 pounds since last January, it's time to buy myself a bathing suit. Last summer's is very loose and UGLY as sin. (Seriously! What was I thinking when I bought that???) So when I saw the Victoria Secret coupon come across my email I thought "Why not?" I didnt get a bikini, I opted for a more modest 1 piece. But I am really happy about it. I just hope it fits!
I am starting to get really excited about 130 by 30 goal... I just need to get back on track a bit. This week I am recommitting and my goal is to concentrate on sticking to the WW guidelines. Even though I lost .8 last week, I have 5.2 pounds to make up by the May 5th to stay on track.
I will lose this weight, and one day I will buy that bikini. One Day.
Till next time, See ya lighter!