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Monday, October 12, 2009

Day 3: I am sorry

Lately, I've been posting negative postings about how frustrated and angry I have been at myself for not being committed to losing, even though things are really hard with company the past couple weeks. Unstructured time is hard, but it's life! And today something really wonderful happened- my grandma got married! It was a really nice moment and I want to concentrate on that today. I dont want to feel bad because I ate a piece of their wedding cake. I cant keep stressing myself out over the scale thing (as I always do). Who cares if I dont lose any more weight before my birthday? I've come a long way!

Yesterday i bought the dress I wore to the wedding- at a boutique! AND IT FITS. In fact, I bought 4 dresses! It was a great feeling to know that I could do that. I can now pick out a nice dress in one day, one store- actually only one hour! Being able to do that is a huge, huge accomplishment for me... as much as losing on the scale. 

 I want to be thankful for all these great things happening in my life... like our families and how great it's been to share these moments with them. Even if I don't lose another pound before my birthday weigh in- wonderful things are happening around me and I need to concentrate on that too.



  1. WONDERFUL post! And much happiness to your Grandma! :)

  2. Awesome! Happy for your Grandma and so happy for you!! =)

  3. love that you switched your thinking!!

  4. I don't think you have anything to be sorry about. You were honestly sharing how you feel and your frustration with becoming more healthy.

    Yes, you have come a long way and you should be proud! Hooray for finding 4 great dresses in one outing at one store! Think of that as a great non-scale victory!

    Congrts to your Grandma!

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  6. Congratulations to your Grandma! That's so sweet! And you have come a long way - and you are feeling good about where you are now! Great for finding 4 dresses! That's awesome!!

  7. your grandma got married? That is so awesome! I am thrilled for her. Yay for love! and yay for your turnaround.

  8. Congratulations to your grandma!

    So much good is happening around you, stop stressing, allow yourself to be happy and the weight should fall off much easier. It does with me!